Monday, November 28th, 2005
Hah! The return of the comeback!
bounced back from that creepy old closet I called SELF… eeww… never ever to come back whence I came from. spiders, skeletons, not to mention rotten socks of my soul. i’ll keep them hidden in there. i’ll leave behind dark memories, i’ll hang them in those wooden hangers. let them hang in there. like a babe being pushed by from her mother’s womb i fought, god knows how much i struggled. a part of me wanted to remain still in that haven (hell?) that has been my home. home of my self-pity and home of my mortal sins. i’ve danced and made love to the demons but for now i only have this bittersweet kiss to leave them. adieu, adieu! my heart’s breaking yet i feel whole. i have to leave. i’m facing the light. it’s blinding me. but it’s beautiful… my soul is indebted to darkness, for now it made me appreciate more what it means to be walking in LIGHT!
